Journal Entry 9

I searched for charm shops this morning.  I found two that look promising. I’m going to check both today.  Here are the addresses in case I lose my memory again.

Beautiful Charms

217 South Fair Oaks Avenue

Pasadena, CA 91105-2005

Charming Charms 

19000 Hawthorne Blvd # 100

Torrance, CA 90503

Journal Entry 8

I have nothing.  That will be my greatest asset.  I am going to find Jacob, save my daughter, and kill that bastard cowboy.  I don’t know if God’s evil, but I am going to kill anyone who gets in my way.

I check my Garmin and my computer browser for where I have been.  No history.  I never clear the history.  Someone must have deleted the GPS coordinates from my stuff.

Journal Entry 7

I went to the police station today.  After an hour wait, an officer, not on my case, told me they were searching the area they picked up Jackson.  I can’t believe I didn’t write down the GPS coordinates, or the charm shops address, or something.  I am an idiot. 

I went home and threw out our bed.  Maybe I’ll be able to sleep in there now… Maybe I won’t be able to sleep in there again.